addicted to
endorphins
pain
exhaustion
chasing this insane dream
perfection




tagboard ;
guestbook

i'm not here to win

i'm here to leave a legacy

run


tomorrow

screwed up phys (as expected). i have a horrible headache now. couldn't sleep last night. and now i feel damn tired and i can't nap cos my subconscious mind keeps thinking about math and all the Us i've got. self-fulfilling prophecy perhaps. but it doesn't matter cos omg i'm tired.

caught a bit of GA on tv last night while trying to put myself to sleep. interesting how experiences change how you view things. a year ago i was watching the same episode (thanks to kell) on my computer screen, consumed by the gripping storyline. but last night as i watched izzie cry over her dead fiance i couldn't help but tear. i'm not one who usually cries during movies or shows but for some strange reason death seems to be a recurring theme in a lot of shows/ stories/ movies. didn't really notice it before.. 881 was downright depressing! heh ok some scenes la.

AHHHHHHHHH OMG I AM IN NEED OF A HELL LOT OF RUNS. damn blubbery and unfit :(

PS pam if you are reading this MISS YOU LOTS! sorry for being so clammy and anitsocial during ur last week here :P we must do more youtube guided mass dance when you get back in dec. (it's dec is it?) if only you were still here.. can join you for all ur bike rides/ runs FRM TMR ONWARDS. dang. I WANT TO WATCH FAMILY GUY AND JOEY :(

[pat]* decided to runaway-.

it's the passion that drives you